Sunday, July 31, 2011

I Am Waiting For

My Mr. Incredible
Humble, caring, sincere, and protective
My Parley P Pratt
God fearing and a true believer
My Prince Charming
Comes at the right times and makes a happy life
My Shang
Realizes what he wants and goes after it

I'm waiting and not settling because I don't want to end up in an unhappy marriage. I'm waiting for Mr. Supermegafoxyawesomehot, one that I won't let get away because he's so amazing. I want to be more than satisfied in my choice. So I won't marry just because I feel like I'm getting old or like I have to follow the crowd. I want to married for love and love alone.

I want to choose my love and love my choice.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Don't Give Up

If you really believe in the relationship, don't give up when the going gets tough. And when I mean tough, I mean fighting and bickering and spats. If there's cheating and unfaithfullness, that is a different matter. But if its a matter of leaving a cap on or off toothpaste, you need to rethink your priorities.

And if there is a relationship you want to go after, go after it. You don't want to be nagged by what-ifs.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Letting myself be hoenst with myself

Truthfully, marriage would be nice. But I can't imagine a future where I have a husband because boys are dumb. I think I want to be single forever. Have adventures, do fun stuff. I don't know. I don't really see any of the current guys I know in my future. Maybe because I diversify my interests. I like several guys right now, but any possibilities with those would take forever to end in a happy ending.

But marriage is an absolutely wonderful idea, if both parties are willing and unselfish people because then any problems that arise can be worked out and divorce wouldn't really become an option.

Boys, when not annoying can be amazing fun and you can go on really great dates with them. But some boys I want to beat with a stick.

So, the verdict is if the guy is right and the time is right and the place is right, I'll get married. Hahaha

Friday, July 1, 2011

A New Direction

Not that this hasn't always been true, but now its my motto. I'm going to allow myself to fall in love. I'm going to allow myself to be happy. I am going to be me. Not that I'm someone else, I'm just going to try to make sure that I know who I am.

If you can't guess....things just got more cemented with Kyle that I've been friendzoned. Whoopdidoo. haha. And I'm fine with that. I think....internally, probably not. But its just a bump in the road.